Monday, March 28, 2011


3 years ago today at 8:54 a.m., Jeremy and I welcomed the most beautiful baby boy into this world. Just an hour later, we had to say goodbye.
They say time heals, but today seemed just as when the nurses took him from our room for the last time.
I hate that we have to visit him at the cemetery.
I hate that we don't get to have a party and buy him the coolest new toys.
I hate that I have a very empty spot in my heart.
I hate that he's not here with our family making memories.
I love knowing he has lots of friends in heaven he can play with.
I love that he will take extra special care of his sister and unborn brother.
I love when his pinwheel spins next to his headstone.
I love Connor, his sister, his brother and especially his father.

Happy 3rd birthday up in heaven, my son. We love and miss you dearly.

1 comment:

Sara said...

Happy Birthday to sweet Connor! 3 years - I know you still miss him just as much and more.

What sweet pics of Mia with visiting her brother. You know that she feels his love from above.

Hang in there. Many hugs for you and your family - and a belly rub for the newest addition!